Revisiting with a smile...

I am reflecting on the possibility of letting go of what I desire most.
It is still only an imperfect possibility because I am too selfish to make it a reality!
To let go of what I most desire is as simple as breathing in and breathing out.
But with every breath, the molecules of my entire being die to be reborn again.
And it's the pain of loss in that millisecond between breath and release that shakes me

But I know it is sometimes necessary
Always necessary
To release the moment
To be free again
For the next moment

Yet I know we are creatures of comfort and that which we establish as routines
is our attempt to this sensation of comfort.
That is perhaps why we marry? Why we make promises? Why we propose to extend a moment of joy?
Why we want to see ourselves reflected in a growing possible future (to have biological children??)
I'm not sure of anything, nor I want to be sure of these rambling thoughts.

I am only sure of one thing.
The love of you fills me.

I love you not for what I may see reflected from you
But for what you simply are.
Simple.

Everything is possible.